JACKS Video (MV)

Did you even like me at all?
Or was I just your doll?
Show me off, then throw me in a bin
Was I ever good enough?
Or was it just pure luck?
Did you like having a dog waiting by your door?
I would've done anything for you
I f*cking believed in you
And you made me feel like I was small
You liked me first, and I liked you last
I guess, I didn't learn anything from the past
Your love had terms and conditions
You hurt me, but I hurt you more
Tears stained on the floor
Sorry I wasn't ideal
Sorry for the hate I feel
I just wish I wasn't treated as an afterthought
At the time, I thought it was alright to be treated as if I wasn't worth your time
Making me feel like I was second in line
Oh boy, it doesn't feel right now
As long as you talk to me once in a while
I would stay with you until the sun burned out
I people please until the earth bleeds
I worshipped you, but you ignored me
I would've given you anything, even if that meant I would sit uncomfortably
I know you didn't love me
You loved the person you hoped I would be (wanted me to be)
Tinted glasses off and I'm a horrible person
You know I would've done anything for you
I could've worked it out with you
But you wanted to crack my porcelain skin
Dressed me up and played pretend
Locked me away and walked away
And forgot I ever existed
As the land burns and the earth bleeds
I hope you never forget me
As you struggle to breathe
I hope you hate I'm happy
I'll forget you, you'll be angry
"How could he ever forget me?"
It's easy to answer
You chose to throw me away
Away