Cra$hmummy - The Devil Wrote My Book Lyrics

I've been in my room for the last few days
Staring at the ceiling my life wastes away
I have no direction, I've been led astray
They know I'm easy prey and they're here to stay
I'm running from my problems, I can't solve em, I just can't look
And lately I've been feeling like the devil wrote my book
These drugs don't heal the pain, they only numb my brain
I need to fade away, I can't feel a thing
I'm screaming but the dirt fills my lungs
Death by your memory my body goes numb
Time's running out, now things gotta change
I've been looking for a sign, I've been feeling kinda strange
And you know I'm never sober so I can't feel my pain
Cold barrel to my brain, pull the trigger they say
These chains don't break, lord knows I tried
I know I'm not dead but, I know I'm not alive
You waste away, you were a lie, set me up in flames, bitch let me die
You waste away, you were a lie, set me up in flames, bitch let me die