Craig Abaya - Anesthetized Lyrics

The pain subsides or so it seems
I can't go on with these sunken dreams
A stitch to hold the bursting seams
There's no reply to these muted screams

Oh, I am anesthetized

I've got to run i've got to hide
So I can deal with this pain inside
I can't break down I can't confide
I've nothing left but this shaky pride

Oh, I am anesthetized

I can't believe I want you
So I'm falling to the undertow
Can't let these useless feeling grow
Left unresolved they must not show
Can't be a slave to jealousy
The heart is true but I won't believe
Each time the blade just cuts so deep
My gaping wounds soaked in the sea

Oh, I am anesthetized