[ Featuring REJECTEDREYNA ]
October
Don't change the colour in your bath, 'cause of something we avoid
Medicine won't fill the void, you want me less than opioids
Tell me what I need to do, to get the pills away from you
I don't want to prepare your coffin
Your wrist wide open, I saw the vision clearly
Your corpse inside my arms, tell me you don't fear me
If you ever leave, then I'm leaving too
Please just write a note or leave me a clue
Waiting for the call, from your parent's phone
Hearing you've gone home, and now I'm all alone
I don't like to think about it but bloody baths fill my mind
I don't wanna hold your arms in pieces, please tell me that you're fine
Don't change the colour in your bath, 'cause of something we avoid
Medicine won't fill the void, you want me less than opioids
Tell me what I need to do, to get the pills away from you
I don't want to prepare your coffin
I found you in the tub, the water's dirty red
Your empty eyes rolled back, can't get it out my head
The note you left is soaked, I can't read it through
Signed your name in blood, and now your body's blue
I held your lifeless hands, I tried to sow the cuts
I was crying, screaming out, but nobody gave a f*ck
I laid right next to you, asking God to bring you back
But death is sick and cruel, now I mourn the love we had
Don't change the colour in your bath, 'cause of something we avoid
Medicine won't fill the void, you want me less than opioids
Tell me what I need to do, to get the pills away from you
I don't want to prepare your coffin