CreAsian - The Wrong People Lyrics

I don't know where I went wrong
I feel like I could've a better brother to you
Now you will be gone
Thinking to myself "how the f*ck did this happen?"
There's all of these kids dead, I feel like it's my fault
Feel so ashamed cause I pushed you away just to do stupid shit, only cared for what I want
Look at the pain that I feel like I brought
I got so f*cked up when I got that call
Rushed to the jail, you were blocked with walls
Now I sit in my room everyday and ball
I wanna kill myself from the guilty thoughts
There's all of these kids dead, now they can't say "bye" to their families
They went to school just to read some books, but instead you gave them magazines
A f*cking tragedy, never had to be your f*cking fantasy
Cause I saw how you acted when I said that I loved you
Wish I never held everything right above you
But f*ck you
Wait, no, I don't know
God dammit I'm so lost, I'm about to blow
I should've seen the signs, and I did before
But left you to rot, feeling so alone
Like where did you get those guns from?
Who the f*ck that bitch that bullied you?
I swear Nick, you should've told me this
Now there's no damn way I can pull for you
Now you will rot in that damn cell, probably rot in damn hell
I can't believe how quick shit changed, so I'll shift the blame on my damn self
You know damn well we were here for you
Or maybe we didn't make it clear for you
I hope you know every tear for you stems to my negligence and fear for you
Now this shit lies in my conscious
And I feel like I ran out of options
I can't believe that you f*cking lost it
Now these poor kids gone, and my mind's f*cking haunted damn
The wrong people
The wrong people
The wrong people
My best friend Sydney's gone and it's all your fault
She took her life from the trauma you brought
Now our school will not be the same
Psycho ass bitch, come on, take the blame
'Cause I was right, when I called you mental
Faggot motherf*cker, why couldn't you let go
All of the names, that we used to say
I'd look at you weird, and hope you would change
F*ck, maybe the dark web, maybe the NRA
Maybe it's congress, write them a letter saying
That they should do something, what should they do?
I wonder what it was like to be in your shoes
Wait, called a faggot, the love was lacking
Can't walk the halls without being attacked and
My best friend is in a f*cking casket
All cause I was in that f*cking tactic
To bully you, shit I played a part
Now me and Sydney are a-f*cking-part
God damn, I should've been nicer
Should've been kinder, do I even have a heart?
You wanted someone to check your place
Now I got a friend that I can't replace
Just a lonely me with an empty space
Yeah you and I needed better days, f*ck
The wrong people
The wrong people
The wrong people
The wrong people
The wrong people
The wrong people