Crisis Couture - Despair Lyrics

I've lost control of my limbs
Can't feel my hands from my feet
I'm seeing double again
Crawling just under the skin
Maybe it's all in my head
The doctors can't seem to tell
They wonder if it's just stress
Like I'm a ghost in a shell

Keeping it all inside
Nobody even cares
Search but I never find
So I'm giving into despair
See but I know I'm blind
Here but I don't know where
I know that I've lost the fight
So I'm giving into despair

There's something wrong with my brain
My heart beats cold in my chest
My blood is running quite thin
My soul is trapped in this flesh
Lost my mind
Lost my body
Lost my limbs
Lost my tongue
Lost my hands
Lost my sense
Lost my sex
Lost my voice
Lost my choice
Lost my nerve
Lost my joy
Lost damn near everything I had
And there's more left to destroy

Dark at the end of the light
Guilt at the end of the prayer
Hold onto fear real tight
Live like a beast in the lair
Know that I'm terrified
Caught in the trap in the snare
Nobody came when I cried
So I'm giving into despair

Don't give up
Live all your dreams and
Fight just fight for
What you believe in

Yeah
So I'm giving into despair

Keeping it all inside
Nobody even cares
Search but I never find
So I'm giving into despair
See but I know I'm blind
Here but I don't know where
I know that I've lost the fight
So I'm giving into despair
Dark at the end of the light
Guilt at the end of the prayer
Hold onto fear real tight
Live like a beast in the lair
Know that I'm terrified
Caught in the trap in the snare
Nobody came when I cried
So I'm giving into despair