It looks like I'm not done with this hurt
I've become the very thing I've feared more than anything
And I've hoped for it to be over
Trust me
It's the agony that comes with involving myself in what doesn't matter at all
What have I done with my life that really matters?
Am I wasting time? Are my dreams all scattered?
Trying hard not to fall apart and not to shatter
Tryna find the answers; I'ma skip the chapter
Reaching to the sky; Can anyone above there hear me?
I've been so confused but I don't want no one to steer me
Everywhere around I've heard a hundred thousand theories
But there is really nothing that I understand too clearly
Searching for the answers really got me feeling weary
All my damn life I've just been struggling severely
Screaming to the sky but I don't think that it can hear me
Sometimes I feel like I wouldn't miss my life too dearly
I've become the very thing I've feared more than anything
And I've hoped for this to be over
I'm not referring to me
It's this agony that comes with involving myself in what doesn't matter at all
(I've become the very thing I've feared more than anything)
And I hope for it to be over
And I hope for it to be over