Crosswalk - Lonely and Alone Lyrics

Lonely and alone
My hopes and dreams won't even pick up the phone
Apart from the crowd while still blending in
The chances of success are growing thin
Can't bring myself to speak out loud
I've accepted rejection
And I haven't learned my lesson
But I, still have feelings in the back of my mind, this would work if you bothered to try

Ambitions with dead ends
My thoughts are texts i'll never send
All my choices are self-destructive
I've ignored my prime directive
I wanted someone to make my decisions for me
When opportunities were right in front of me

I'm a danger to myself
My pain is caused by no one else
The more you speak the more it hurts
In your mind they're nothing but words
And I guess I've moved on
I'll just write the words i'll never say in... to this song
I don't want to live in the past tense
That just doesn't make any sense to me
I reach out with no reception
I took the right turns but went the wrong direction

Ambitions with dead ends
My thoughts are texts i'll never send
All my choices are self-destructive
I've ignored my prime directive
I wanted someone make my decisions for me
When opportunities were right in front of me
You never could give my heart a rest
My happiness was a conflict of interest
I used to think that you were what kept me alive
Then you left me out to dry

Affection was something you could never bring
Crazy how you did nothing for me but still meant everything to me
I gave you wings but you still chose to fall
Over and over again i'm sick of it all

Ambitions with dead ends
My thoughts are texts i'll never send
All my choices are self-destructive
I've ignored my prime directive
I wanted someone make my decisions for me
When opportunities were right in front of me
You never could give my heart a rest
My happiness was a conflict of interest
I used to think that you were what kept me alive
Then you left me out to dry