Cryptic Prophecy - Onset of Psychosis Lyrics

Powerless, no control
Emptiness, make me whole
Paranoid, overcome by instincts irrational
Futility, paralyzed
By these distressing thoughts
Hoping my cryptic prophecies never come true

Fighting to suppress the anger inside
Boiling within and there is no reason why
Overreaction to threats that aren't there
The result of paranoia, too much to bear

I f*cking loathe this aspect of myself
The stress becomes too much to bear and I become someone else
I bury it deep within but it always returns
Paranoid suspicions, in my mind they burn

Betrayal, betrayed by my closest friends
Delusional, I realize it's all in my head
Self control, I must attain before it's too late
Before the rage takes control and love turns to hate

Fighting to suppress the anger inside
Boiling within and there is no reason why
Overreaction to threats that aren't there
The result of paranoia, too much to bear

I f*cking loathe this aspect of myself
The stress becomes too much to bear and I become someone else
I bury it deep within but it always returns
Paranoid suspicions, in my mind they burn