CT Fire - Thinking II Lyrics

Small, small, small town
Small town, and smaller minds
Life is a bitch, and you just gotta live it up
This a blood bath Bruce Willis
Ain't no way that you don't feel us
My flow is be the illest
Lyrics be the realist, all this hate they tryna kill us
Livin' in the past won't depict your future
It's gon' inflict a wound that you can't suture
Bullet holes, heavy shooter
Last night never saw an owl, but I saw a couple hooters
Got my music feeling infamous
Then I wrote a synthesis, yeah my only stimulus
Depression's something I just can't dismiss
Battles fought in hell, the warriors agitated
Rattle with myself, my ego's rarely inflated
Some say I'm underrated, drop a song they message how they rate it
Honestly I f*cking hate it
It feels like I can't escape it
F*ck, how much longer till I make it
You breathless like Paul Blart in a marathon
I'm reckless, I just conquered the globe going Ghenghis Khan
People seem in love with evil
I'm delivering the sequel
I don't respect the fake
You ain't shit without your parents
I don't care bout the designer that you wearing
I think the truth is quite apparent
I'mma focus on my net worth
You focus on what you inherit
Asent of fire we gon' watch our home burn
Small minds never learn
I've been thinking' bout some things that make my stomach turn f*ck
Let me paint the bigger picture, a world full of hate love is the elixir
All revolves around me like I'm stuck in a cement mixer
Told me she was broken but I don't know how to fixer
I see children dying, and gas burnin'
Evil runs us, addicts lying, cash earning
"Be positive"
I'm trying, this is seemingly concerning
Tables begin their turnin' when the ones with less power start learning
I tried to be nice, but still nobody cared
Now this a war that my mind declared, I just know that I'm prepared
What's the matter you look scared
I got two balls, gonna go get me a ten and keep on rolling imma have your life spared
Soon as I get heated up light it up like benzene
Goons never had me defeated, wash your mouth with Listerine
Keep trashing me, I'm capable of getting mean, mother f*cker
I've been going numb all this darkness makes my stomach turn
I've been going mad all this hate makes the world burn
Shit ain't even all of my concerns, thinking for a year
Still been drinking beer
Still don't drop because of fear
Thinking bout the lives that I could change makes me wanna make the tables turn
Smell the beats burn, yuh the fire returns