CTB Bino - Heavy Heart Lyrics

I just wish my OG got the chance to say goodbye
My days don't feel the same ever since u died
When I seen u in that casket pictured it next to mines
But I know you smilin I'll meet u on the other side
My days don't come easy pain and fame feel the same
Too many roses on the caskets been drivin me insane
It became less sunny days and more rainy days
My dawg brought a life into this world now his forever changed

Thinkin to myself like was it all worth it
Thinkin to myself what was my real purpose
Sat in rooms wit bad vibes tryna clear the surface
But I ain't nothin like u clowns cancel the whole circus
My circle got smaller towards the top like a tittle
Do I miss my ex bitches not even a little
My life too complex I needed sum simple
I want u baby I don't need you that's off the dribble
I realized these chains don't mean shit if my cousin starvin
I realized friends ain't shit it's who finish f*ck who started
Mud baby KC should tell why I'm still heartless
Mud baby KC should tell you ima get it regardless

These tears from my struggles still I'm emotionless
Depressed conquered on my hopelessness
Like a strong lid for people I can't open for shi
Had to express my thoughts that's when I write my darkest shi
I been praying for my dawgs I know god got me
Been praying for better days I know god got me
The motherf*ckas who hatin be the ones who watchin
If they want u to win keep em around love ain't never stoppin
Time don't wait on nobody you want go take it nigga
Got on my shi f*ck hope I wasn't waitin nigga
Genuine nigga the love I give can't fake it nigga
The hate like a juice carton gotta shake it nigga

I just wish my OG got the chance to say goodbye
My days don't feel the same ever since u died
When I seen u in that casket pictured it next to mines
But I know you smilin I'll meet u on the other side
My days don't come easy pain and fame feel the same
Too many roses on the caskets been drivin me insane
It became less sunny days and more rainy days
My dawg brought a life into this world now his forever changed