Feeling like I'm outside of my body at all times
Listening to these voices that I know are not mine
Mentioning all the choices that I didn't wanna make
Missing out
Flipped around
I just want to run away
Put the phone down
Blocking all the numbers
Nobody wants to feed me
Alone now
Hunger
Pushing on a pull door
Nuh uh, no more
Nobody even wants this
Not even me
Scenery
Could use a little bit of change
Want the brightness cause my eyelids always seem to look the same
At least I got a couple friends that know about my chemistry
To make me miss out on the fact that no one's out there missing me
I got a handfull of pills in my right pocket
So now you ask me what's the deal
So now you ask me what's the deal
I got a handfull of pills in my left pocket
If home is where the heart is
I forgot to lock it
I got a handfull of pills in my right pocket
So now you ask me what's the deal
So now you ask me what's the deal
I got a handfull of pills in my left pocket
If home is where the heart is
I forgot to lock it