Why am I doing this
Why am I running away to my prison
My skin ain't my own
Get it out, get it out, get it out
I need repetition
I need exposition
I need explanation
Constantly trying to show hesitation
Why are you doing this
What do you want from me
Constantly coming and giving me company like I had some sort of say in the way I am
Like he had some people and they wanna be proud of him
How the f*ck you gonna lie to them
Cause as far as I'm concerned
You ain't really been about it man
And as far as I can see
You couldn't really give a half a damn
Why am I doing this
You must be stupid if you cannot find the answer
I'm the cancer that takes advantage
I'm the doubt inside when you are feeling manic
I am automatic all the time
I'm what's causing you panic
Know you got a lot that's on your mind and I am causing you damage
But I don't give a f*ck I think you'll manage
All you really gotta do is overpower me
And your true soul devour the part of you that want's to challenge
See? I'm the only real higher power
What does it feel like to get the last word
When I'm the only one to make sure it gets heard