Wasted Waste Video (MV)

Lately I've been feeling such a waste
Wondering if every breath I take is gonna be my last
And I am such a fake
You better find somebody else to take my place
Lately I've been feeling such a waste
Wondering if every breath I take is gonna be my last
And I am such a fake
You better find somebody else to take my place

God dammit I've been manic
Bout to panic, I could use some understanding
Words like cannons
Cause they cause a lot of damage
Inside of my head's a whole other planet
I'm an alien
I can say it again but it's in one ear out the other
I wanna be myself, I wanna bare my soul
But the real me's living undercover
I just wanna follow my bliss
But it leads me deeper into a pit
I don't wanna miss your kiss
That's why I wrote this list
I'm so sorry I never opened
I'm sorry I couldn't mend you when you were broken
I'm hoping you understand when I say
I'm sorry I didn't listen
And let it stack up like that sink that's full of them dirty dishes
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you
I'll hurt myself twice as bad to make up
I'm sorry if I'm ever the first thought you think of when you wake up
I'm sorry for all the apologies, but I'm sharing a lot of me
Got to break this monotony just to feel
I'm sorry that I'm in Heaven when I'm with you
I'm chasing this feeling like believing that Heaven is real

Lately I've been feeling such a waste
Wondering if every breath I take is gonna be my last
And I am such a fake
You better find somebody else to take my place
Lately I've been feeling such a waste
Wondering if every breath I take is gonna be my last
And I am such a fake
You better find somebody else to take my place
Some days I feel like such a waste
Feel like such a waste
Find somebody else to take my place