Every time I try to climb up
My vision starts to blur on the side
I turn my head and take a quick look
The blur proceeds to follow my eyes
And I have to wonder if that was me
Or something else that I shouldn't see
Am I playing into my doubt?
Or am I not allowed to get out?
Maybe I should start to think that I am something more
Maybe I should start to think that I am something more
Can't keep this line of thought to me
Now I'm back at ground zero
And now I have to wonder
Don't f*cking tell me how it's supposed to be
I won't allow you
Don't f*cking tell me how it's supposed to be
I won't allow you
Maybe I should start to think that I am something more
Maybe I should start to think that I am something more
Can't keep this line of thought to me