fake smiling Video (MV)

All these thoughts eating my head up
Just wanna know, when does it get better
The way I see it's lookin' like never
This fake smilin' got me so fed up, fed up
All these thoughts eating my head up
Just wanna know, when does it get better
The way I see it's lookin' like never
This fake smilin' got me so fed up, fed up
Okay, mind been away
That type of day,
Step out, for once
Sky always gray
And I guess this way I stay, can't catch a break
Price that I paid to have it and eat all of my cake
And all of the shit that I'm deep into
Swear that I'm sick of just feelin' blue
Sleep three nights, don't be eatin' food
Haven't had a bite, but I'm feelin' full
And I know you're gonna call me crazy
Make me go to the mirror and blame me
And maybe, just maybe
I need someone to come and save me
All these thoughts eating my head up
Just wanna know, when does it get better
The way I see it's lookin' like never
This fake smilin' got me so fed up, fed up
All these thoughts eating my head up
Just wanna know, when does it get better
The way I see it's lookin' like never
This fake smilin' got me so fed up, fed up
Seems like god don't listen when I pray
And my mind keep runnin' when I lay
I speak three different languages
Still somehow don't have words to say
Brain damaged, can't use it
If I could, I'd be the next Confucius
So I turn up the music
Let loose and just tune out the bullshit
Hide the pain behind grinnin' teeth
Roll the strain and be smokin' my weed
Get so high, still low is what I feel
Taste of sour in my tongue and cheek
And I'm still drownin', keep sinkin'
Fake compliments be conflictin
Mix coke with all of my drinkin'
Just to keep me from overthinking
All these thoughts eating my head up
Just wanna know, when does it get better
The way I see it's lookin' like never
This fake smilin' got me so fed up, fed up
All these thoughts eating my head up
Just wanna know, when does it get better
The way I see it's lookin' like never
This fake smilin' got me so fed up, fed up