patience pays Video (MV)

If I took you to my deepest chamber
Would you run away
If I showed you darker then the deepest pit
What would you say
Sometimes I think the bottom of my heart
Looks like a black grave
But I know that my pain is gonna be hardest wall to crack fake
And I'm sorry If I get a little crazy off the drank boo
Cuz I've been bent and broken and I don't know who I'm running too
I know that those little two are counting on me to pull it through
You ever put a song out and get family threats I still do
Turn to me look through my eyes and show me you
I wanna see best and worst let's run it through
No dramatics I'm not with the static can't be you
Its like you need to hide in a cave and whisper to tell the truth
Baby I'm on it
Cuz guns shots keep me focused oh yeah
And you don't know that part about me let's just keep it one hunnid
All honest I really don't know if you could understand
You ever seen something like white sands in the palm of yo hand
And now I'm off those drugs no more
Look through my life from my side
Does more damage to cope then confide
Look through my life from my side
Cuz honestly I mastered this song even before it was written
Took two years hella fears and a bloody vision
And I know you're there with me
It's like every step I take your hands are under my feet
And their lifting me up again
You got the best seat in the house you won't ever need a screen
You showed me how to be a real brother
Now your hand's in mine and you walk with me
Pray with me hate all the things I screamed
But now I believe and now I am free
Feel better to put a bullet inside my head
But I won't cuz now I will take care of the rest
Now it's all upon me
Never forgotten your name that's my gg