Cyclops - Back To The Valley Lyrics

I's eleven years old mum took me away
Kids in my school were calling me names
Moved near my grandparents house in the bay
While my friends back home all drifted away
Well I had to adapt with the changes
All the new names and new faces
Had to relearn all the basics
But no one warned me of the dangers
Drugs were there for me when I had no one
Shit in my system got my head floating
Lost in the deep end of the ocean
Drifting alone made amends with my omens
Lost my way, lost myself
Counting my days, waiting to drown
I tried to change, but couldn't get out
Too far gone to save, in too deep to help
Never really fit in I'm a different kind of creature
Now I'm grown up and I'm f*cked up off a litre
Miss chilling with the squad miss boogy on the speaker
Everybody sing together take me to your dealer
Jump on the track like sneakers
Bro brought the smoke roll the reefer
Rough housing like this shit's an arena
God damn it's good to be back here
Back to the valley going back to my old streets
Back to the valley want to get to know the old me
Back to the valley reconnect with my homies
Back to the valley going back to my OG's
Back to the valley I'm coming home
Back to the valley I'm coming home
Back to the valley I'm coming home
Raised up in a broken home
My whole life been low to low
Good company still lonely though
Fill up my cup till it overflows
I passed the f*ck out and overdosed
I shoulda died but so it goes
These days it's like show after show
On these Boeing jets and open roads
Far from home anything but grounded
Depressed, anxious, suicidal, helpless
Lost all hope but I think found it
Turned my downfall into my second album
Grateful for the ones surrounding me
I'm in good hands now don't worry bout me
Got some bigger plans three down for my team
I'm doing better now it's hard to believe
Grew up in the west but I left in a rush
Tried to keep up but I missed the bus
Rebuilding myself gotta make it flush
I be coming in heavy taking off my gloves
Been around I think I've seen enough
Been to hell but mama built me tough
Look at me now diamond in the rough
Ain't none of y'all are ready for what's bout to come
Back to the valley going back to my old streets
Back to the valley want to get to know the old me
Back to the valley reconnect with my homies
Back to the valley going back to my OG's
Back to the valley I'm coming home
Back to the valley I'm coming home
Back to the valley I'm coming home
Back to the valley I'm coming home