[ Featuring Prophetnyc ]
Sitting here and I'm fighting back tears now.
Gotta get myself off of the ground.
Searching for some patience I'm all out.
Every time I wanna rise I fall down.
Frozen in my bedroom I'm all alone
Hoping there's a friend who will call my phone.
I know you moved on.
I can tell by your tone.
Now I'm falling into the unknown.
I gave you all I had and now I'm left with nothing.
You betrayed what we built now I'm feeling disgusted
It was you who I trusted now that feelings corrupted
And I'm drowning in pain from the lack of discussion
What we had it was great now that feelings erased
But the memories are strong puts me back in that place
Stuck tryna relive the past
My tank is out of gas and I'm calling for help now
You said your love's real
I guess I realized
You were relentless when telling me all your real lies
Then you regret it, ain't meant it
I guess the real died
You can't pretend when you deaded it all in real time.
Cnd if our loves strong then how'd the ball drop?
We lived a movie so when the f*ck did it all stop?
How could you do me like I was only a guest spot?
When you cocked that gun
Pulled the trigger and let my head drop.
So here we go moving in circles again.
We make up then you go saying something hurtful again.
Cccused of looking and checking out every girl with a pulse.
Then when I'm mad you say you're sorry, hide your face and you sulk.
You find my patience and poke.
Make me insane like me going crazy's a joke.
Yo, what the f*ck is in that tray that you smoke?
I guess a decade isn't long enough to gain your affection.
Your man is crazy if he thinks that he'll retain your attention.
Yea I'm in pain, you guess it?
I was never too great at tryna suppress it.
Mixed emotions and I suck at compression.
Hatred's a weapon.
We paved a road to go and break others
Then wondered why the road is wrecked
So were we haters or lovers?
Cnd were we only here to merely keep preventing each other from f*cking others?
We're bowling with our brains to get guttered
It's like I'm in the driver's seat
While you're telling me where to go while hiding the key.
So why put in the time when you'll leave?
You said your love's real
I guess I realized
You were relentless when telling me all your real lies
Then you regret it, ain't meant it
I guess the real died
You can't pretend when you deaded it all in real time.
Cnd if our loves strong then how'd the ball drop?
We lived a movie so when the f*ck did it all stop?
How could you do me like I was only a guest spot?
When you cocked that gun
Pulled the trigger and let my head drop.
