D3ADLY - D3ATH N0T3 (feat. NettoYoungPharaoh) Lyrics

Who the f*ck love a motherf*cker like me
I'm the devil in the flesh, bitch, I'm striking with the lightning
No posse, never stop me, no heart, bitch, you can't even block me
I'm bleeding away with a heart that'll decay

I'm just stretching and waiting, no blessing today
I'm just hard enough, ain't so mark on my name with a thunk as a flame
I keep all my demons in a grave
They say that they love me, but they change

I ain't f*cking with these snakes, f*ck you wanna say
Dear mama, I never meant to make you cry
Oh mama, never wanted you to know that I wanna die
Dear father, I can see the pain in your eyes

Father, never wanted you to know that I wanna take my life
Lately I've been on the edge, all of these thoughts in my head
Am I alive or am I dead
Got put on some meds, feel like I need some rest

My heart's gone, I got a hole in my chest
All I feel is emptiness
When will the pain go away
When will all these thoughts fade

Will I ever be normal again
Am I good enough for my family, lover and friends
Why am I such a mess
Why am I always depressed

Why am I such a wreck
I feel the noose around my neck
I try to run
I try to hide

From these overwhelming thoughts
That take away my way mind
Dear mama, I never meant to make you cry
Oh mama, never wanted you to know I wanna take my life

Dear father, I can see the pain in your eyes
So father, I never wanted you to know I wanna take my life
Lately I've been stuck in my mind again
Lately I feel like I got no friends

Lately I'mma just lay in my grave and rest
Yeah, I'm dead
Caught me slippin, bitch you trippin
Bitch I'm gifted, blessed like infants

I'm so lifted, ain't no kissin
Ain't no love, I fly above these doves
I've been lifted
I see the prison

All these women, they don't get it, yeah