D Magic - Hardest Day Lyrics

Youth days I was praying for p's
Out here spraying for gs
I was the one relaying to peeps
If the predicament's peak
Cos I can't stay positive when it's been raining for weeks
And I don't know love because I've never been shown it
I've been through a lot and you would never have known it
I've got a fatal flaw, and I'm learning to own it
I had a chance to fix it, but I'm thinking I've blown it

It's hard to explain how I like being alone
But still get sad when I'm reading my phone
And the DMs are empty, the same as my heart
Turned to rock before my feelings had grown
These days all the weeks just seem like a blur
I'm sat here waiting for my dreams to occur
But nothing is happening, maybe I'm cursed
I consult my alter ego and it seems to concur

So many days I was feeling to forfeit
Now I get paid so I can purchase four fits
I stay on my grind to get food for my tummy
Cash stays on my mind when I speak to my mummy
Had so many Ls but I just have to firm it
Because these days I be living like a hermit
Any violation sip my tea like Kermit
Or see the bridge as weak and then burn it

And I've scraped through the struggles
Had various kerfuffles
Now I've had enough I need kisses and snuggles
Done nothing but hustle, now I wanna chill
I still get a thrill when I'm chasing through puddles
What I really feel I find it hard to say, everyday feels like the hardest day, I went through the hardest way
Life's been shit but I have to keep grinding
Life's riches hidden so I have to keep finding