Slowly Video (MV)

For some reason I thought it'd happen slowly
We'd grow apart but girl i never thought you'd go cold turkey on me
Why would you even bother saying you still want me
Would've been better off without this string of hope thats pullin on me
(Pulling so strongly)
Couldn't really give me a reason guess you just wanted to be free
My niece and nephew girl they love you like an auntie you didn't only leave me
Got me scared to even go and see Z
We aint gon act like last week everything wasnt peachy
Was gettin closer to G-O-D so we was tryna keep it PG
Things a younger me could never even see
But this aint a game of making you feel wrong or feel right
And i ain't totally against us tryin this again though if it feel right
I'm just sayin i thought it'd happen slowly
We'd grew apart but girl i never thought youd go cold turkey on me
Tell me what was all of them late night talks for, mid day walks for
Sayin we'd communicate it all for
Liking all them posts about building up together and changing flaws for the person that you say youd give it all for
Then you wonder why I barely even believe in love
In a generation where IG got us leaving love in the spirit of keepin up, ive seen enough
Wore my heart of my sleeve enough so now you best believe i got my defense up
Got me feelin like ill never open my heart again, i love love
I just dont even wanna start again, plus i dont feel like ever hurting this hard again
Seen that face of pain on all my hardest friends, so now i think that must be how it always ends
Slowly
But girl I never thought youd go cold turkey on me
Especially not after you splurged like that on my birthday for me
Not a call or text since the day you converted on me,
Got no one to talk to but God and he's workin on me,
Workin out these curses on me cause look
A trash person turn a good person to a bad person
That person turn they next person to they last person
How im posed to not get caught up in it i aint that perfect
Slowly.... Slowly
For some reason i thought it'd happen slowly We'd grow apart but girl i never thought we'd go... never thought we'd go cold turkey
Why would you even bother saying you still want me
Would've been better off without this string of hope that's pulling on me