I got a problem, cause I love to drown my tears
Every second I am sober, I am ruled of all my fears
That is why I stopped to breathe - started downin' drinks
Gives me power to control the fact that I can't stop to think
About the past and the future, Rehab I shoot ya
Shots made me get a grip, bezel on my lips
Addicted? I'm livin' it! Desperate? A little bit
A matter of fact that I won't quit to throw myself in jag pits
Gimme the power, the grit, help me to get above that shit
Fill the fuel in my liver, scotch & bourbon, golden river
Every sip, that I can taste, lets me slip off all the waste
Burning my throat, my worries and fears, makes me think of golden days
Silver linings in the sky, bury my life in these lines
Summon the devil and tell him I'm ready to join his army just tonight
I don't wanna fly, I wanna flow
Downin' drinks, cause drownin' stinks, go for gold
Burn my throat, drown my sorrow
Live as if there's no tomorrow
Every f*cking human needs a way to follow
Drinks are burning, loosing grip about this shit
Drinks are burning, loosing grip about this shit
Burn my throat, drown my sorrow
Live as if there's no tomorrow
Every f*cking human needs a way to follow
Everytime I'm tryin' to start over again
My mind is screaming that I won't be ever sober again
Hey - I gotta tell you somethin' about myself
I've got a lot of problems, but there's one that f*cks me up as hell
A strange relationship - I don't get it into the right direction
It's deflection of myself, all but protection though affection
Yesaaa - I'm an addict - Not a goddamn crystal meth kid
Six minutes ago I did it again - Yeah I admit it
Been drinkin' a coffee with "Lady J." - She offered me to stay
It's been a nice short trip - a short kick
You wonder what I'm talkin' about? You think I'm a sex addict
You didn't get it 'cause I've said it in a f*ckin' roundabout way
And so I say it forthrightly and it might be that you're laughin' at me
'Cause it ain't that problem in society
I can't be off the booze - my mind is always clouded
Without the stuff that's runnin' down my throat I can't live without it - I got some doubts about it
Plus I got some stich - and now it's time to switch and I'm gonna burn this bridge
I don't wanna hold on and I'm gonna burn this mothaf*ckin' bridge
And I will go on without all the trips and kicks
Like a mothaf*ckin' roly poly I'm gonna flow on and I roll on
Without fallin' back in this deep black lonely hole
I'm talkin' to people and none of 'em evil
But so many people are dishonest people
The most of 'em drinkin in bars, at home they're clean and just watching the stars
Look in their hearts, beautiful jars, filled up with everyone's selflovin' farts
Hidin' the truth, big up for juice, better be ready to get up and booze
Burn my throat, drown my sorrow
Live as if there's no tomorrow
Every f*cking human needs a way to follow
Drinks are burning, loosing grip about this shit
Drinks are burning, loosing grip about this shit
Burn my throat, drown my sorrow
Live as if there's no tomorrow
Every f*cking human needs a way to follow
Everytime I'm tryin' to start over again
My mind is screaming that I won't be ever sober again