Feel like I'm the one to blame
Lately life been feelin' so hard
Situations from the past left me feelin' scarred
Feelings on the track, so you feel it every bar
Above all the shit that's comin' my way
Sittin' waitin' patiently for my day
So ima try to drop every f*ckin' Friday
It's ya choice whether you wanna listen
Every song I drop, they sayin' I don't be missin'
Social anxiety, I don't like people near me
So I keep to myself, and be wary
Big 22 years old movin' fancy
Alexander McQueen scarf, when I'm dancin'
Gotta stay focused, stay important, but what's the key
I guess to stay out the way, and go get some breesh
Feel like I'm the one to blame, I'm tryna change
Ever since I started music I been in my lane
I been in my lane
You heard what Da Real said, he always spittin' pain
I vent to music, not to people, we are not the same
That's a problem right there I face at the end of the day
I could vent, I choose not to, I'm misunderstood
I'm the one to blame, I'm tryna change, but I know I'm good
Feelin' so drained, through the rain, I hope it's a brighter day
I don't listen to those people jackin' I can't make a way
Lately life been feelin' so hard
Situations from the past left me feelin' scarred
Feelings on the track, so you feel it every bar
Above all the shit that's comin' my way
Sittin' waitin' patiently for my day
So ima try to drop every f*ckin' Friday
It's ya choice whether you wanna listen
Every song I drop, they sayin' I don't be missin'
If that's ya homie nigga mold 'em
Teach him from shit that you went through, so that he won't have to go through
I used to do the most too
I'm betterin' my ways, I'm out the way gettin' cheddar like I'm 'posed to
You start grindin, and it pay off, they start jackin' that they know you
Trust at zero, I got problems with knowin' who I should go to
Lately I been feeling so scarred
I'm smokin' gas, hopin' I could go to (Mars)
Worry 'bout yourself, and maybe you could make it far
I need a milli, just so I could go, and see the stars
I used to be a hooper, now I'm sittin' playin' bars
Had to realize hard work beat talent, no facade (Like)
I keep my head up daily
'Cause I'm stayin' focused
What I'm tryna gain is a lotta motion
Ever since I was born, I knew I was different
Like, Ma you got a son, and he very gifted
I'm just tryna beat the odds, no shit
I know people watchin', but would never like the flick
Never mind though brody go, and light the spliff
I promise matching rollies if a nigga could get rich
And we always gon' keep the money comin' rollin' in
Wasn't there, don't be when a nigga super litt
But on my shoulders, I hold the weight of all this stupid shit
But really, really deep down, I feel like I'm the one to blame
Lately life been feelin' so hard
Situations from the past left me feelin' scarred
Feelings on the track, so you feel it every bar
Above all the shit that's comin' my way
Sittin' waitin' patiently for my day
So ima try to drop every f*ckin' Friday
It's ya choice whether you wanna listen
Every song I drop, they sayin' I don't be missin'
I don't be missin'
Like, I don't be missin'