Yea I'm thuggin' but I'm missing you baby
And now I'm talking to strangers
But they can't heal my pain
Aye
Here's my letter to you, my closure
Hope you been doing well, taking care of yourself
And through it all I still love you
Look, If you only knew
How much you stay up on my mind even though we was through
No better feeling in the world when I was smiling with you
You said you love me from your heart, now I know it ain't true
I feel like Atlas Cuz' i really hold the weight of the world
And that's from holding on baby, you ain't good for my health
I love you more than love girl, I don't want no one else
And to this day I feel this way and still you chose someone else
And to my cousin, I should have listened
"Unless you wanna get your heart broke don't worry bout these women"
I took heath in what he said but this girl she was different
I'd get lost up in those eyes not to mention her charisma
Long hair, pretty face, booty bussin' out that denim
To herself but she knew she was stunting on these bitches
I hate to say it but i shed more than one tear writing these lyrics
But I ain't done telling this story, play the chorus then I'll finish
If you only knew
How much you stay up on my mind even though we was through
No better feeling in the world when I was smiling with you
You said you love me from your heart, now I know it ain't true
I feel like Atlas Cuz' i really hold the weight of the world
And that's from holding on baby, you ain't good for my health
I love you more than love girl, I don't want no one else
And to this day I feel this way and still you chose someone else
I'd call your mom up when I'd be worried bout you
It wasn't long fore' i knew I wasn't the same without you
I'm knowing I'm the reason we ain't even talkin
So as a man I cant blame you, I cant even fault you
But what I can do is fault you for all this pain
All the embarrassment and the shame disrespecting on my name
I got one key takeaway from the time you was my girl
If you think you love her first make sure that she love her self
And shawty if you only knew
How much you stay up on my mind even though we was through
No better feeling in the world when I was smiling with you
I'd give it all to have it back or even kick it with you
Now stay strong cuz' i really hold the weight of the world
That comes from holding on to you cuz' you ain't good for my health
I love you more than love girl I don't want nobody else
And to this day i feel this way and still you chose someone else