Hot and Cold of It Video (MV)

I'm crawling in the dirt
With crushed flowers in my shirt
In the middle of the night
What a tragic sight
It's all
My fault
I'm breaking my own balls

We're together on the roof
And I just don't wanna move
We're in each others arms
Easing each others harms
I think I love you
Or at least that just feels true

Get cut off by a truck
You start screaming f*ck
I will crash this car
I can't control my arms
We could be eating asphalt
But at least it's not your fault

How else can I feel
After you say I hate you?
I know you don't mean it
But it still hurts just a bit
I know that you really
Hate yourself

Toes in the sand
Excursion was unplanned
I dip my toes in the surf
The waters so cold that it hurts
Where are
My friends?
They're somewhere on dry land

Diving under the reflected night sky
Tonight I think I might die
I don't care if you tell me you love me
I'm already well into my recovery
It had already begun, but you unfolded it
And that's just the hot and cold of it