daddyhozee - manicallydepressed Lyrics

Manic, toxic, favorite alcoholic
The mindsets op, but it comes with some problems
Got me drunk by three, & i'm feeling so free
Should've stopped while on top now ill probably od
Mixing uppers with the downers like i'm tryna stay sober
Fading in and out of consciousness until the days over
My mama say that i need god, baby praise the lord
But he ain't answer when i called, so i pray no more
I used to go to church like once or twice a week
But it only made it worse so now i dont believe
I'd rather burn in hell cause that's where fun's conceived
Keep that asshole on his throne the f*ck away from me
We're driving, we're smoking
We're drinking and we're swerving
Bad mannered, don't show it
Ticking time bomb's exploding
We're driving, we're smoking
We're drinking and we're swerving
Bad mannered, don't show it
Ticking time still going
Lost my sense of logic since way back when
I've been making bad decisions i cant comprehend
Why i'm so self destructive, wishing it would end
But cant f*ck with another suicide attempt
I'm just shocked i'm still not dead
I've been on the brink since the age of ten
The feeling my life's fleeting stuck in my head
There ain't enough drugs or whiskey to make me forget
So when death knocks and calls me back
I'll answer with a smile and pack my bags
Get me out of this life cause this shit is a drag
I'll say goodbye to my ma & wave goodbye to my dad
We're driving, we're smoking
We're drinking and we're swerving
Bad mannered, don't show it
Ticking time bomb's exploding
We're driving, we're smoking
We're drinking and we're swerving
Bad mannered, don't show it
Ticking time still going