Failure's always by my side
It's how I lost sight overnight
And it's the rainy season of my eyes
Storming storming hard for you
And I don't know I don't know I don't know
Where am I supposed to go
Supposed to do
Supposed to be
Cause I'll never be
What they want me to be
The sun will be rising soon
And I don't wanna wake from my sleep but I have to
If only they knew
There's just nothing I can do
My life never goes my way-never never
Ever since I started chasing my soul oh oh
It's all getting old oh
It's like the way I treat everybody
My toxicity is over the roof
They knew the sunrise would be beautiful if I just go away without a say
And just stay in bed forever
The sun will be rising soon
And I don't wanna wake from my sleep but I have to
'Cause I'm not prepared to lose
It's hard just to leave this bed but I have to
If they only knew
There's just nothing I can do
Here comes the sun
That I won't be able to witness rising
Only setting in the darkness of the night
With no one by my side but the parasite called fear that enters through my ear
Before I sleep
Before I dream
Before I wake
Its cycle every night and day
And every second that it stays I grow weak
But the world will keep spinning and it won't wait
The sun will be rising soon
And I don't wanna wake from my sleep but I have to
'Cause I'm not prepared to lose
It's hard just to leave this bed but I have to
Maybe in another time
Maybe in another life I don't have to
If they only knew
If they only knew
If they only knew
If they only knew
If they only knew
There's just nothing I can do