I can't help anyone, before I help myself
I can't have any fun, before I fix up my health
I've been drinking a lot, this is just how, how I built
These big heavy thoughts, don't weigh as much as my guilt
Oh
One, two, three, four
If I ever feel like things getting hard (Getting hard)
I'll shut the door and run to my open bar (My open bar)
Sipping like this by myself I didn't know I was scarred (I was scarred)
And now I'm alone, open bar
I'd be lying to myself, if I said I don't need
Attention from anyone else
Since I was young, a kid
I've been drinking a lot
This is just how, how I built
These big heavy thoughts, don't weigh as much as my guilt
Yeah
Oh (One, two, three, four)
If I ever feel like things getting hard (Getting hard)
I'll shut the door and run to my open bar (My open bar)
Sipping like this by myself I didn't know I was scarred (I was scarred)
And now I'm alone, open bar
Open bar in my room
I cannot fathom my doom (My doom)
Open bar in my room (In my room)
I cannot fathom my doom
If I ever feel like things getting hard (Getting hard)
I'll shut the door and run to my open bar (My open bar)
Sipping like this by myself I didn't know I was scarred (I was scarred)
And now I'm alone, open bar
And now I'm alone, open bar
And now I'm alone, open bar