I'm on a cloud and I'm running late
Staying awake all night just trying to stay straight
All of my good friends are a couple hundred miles up the state
And I've barely enough food upon my plate
Living alone has its beauty too, my late nights smoking cigarettes are through
But lately I've been feeling like there's nothing better to do
So I'm out with the old and I'm in with the new
We got a lease on life we didn't sign a seal we didn't sign a seal
We didn't choose to live but I just wanna feel
Like I'm doing something more than just wasting my time away waiting on some change
There are bad times waiting around every corner and silver linings to make the warmer
I don't care what I have to give away it just makes it less that you can take
Let's just do the best that we can, I'm done f*cking around I've done that more than I can stand
And would it kill you to admit that maybe you dont have a full plan?
Im gonna start being happy with my I don't need a better man
And sometimes you dont feel the way I do
Ive been struggling with some self esteem issues
It looks like its a problem so f*ck off dont be so rude
Just appreciate your own beauty and your truth
We got a lease on life we didn't sign a seal we didn't sign a seal
We didn't choose to live but I just wanna feel
Like I'm doing something more than just wasting my time away waiting on some change
There are bad times waiting around every corner and silver linings to make the warmer
I don't care what I have to give away it just makes it less that you can take