If Only One (feat. Jazzmin Sad'e) Video (MV)

I face catastrophe
My life has the best of me
Tryna find who I want to be
My hope lies next to me
Tender games of destiny
Getting lost in caressing me
Foolish games of sex you see
With no care of all disease
And just like that I'll leave again
I'm so sure I'll do the same
With a man I surely blame
Forbidden lover who knows name
I just want to be whole again
Find a peace that can heal the pain
Fear of losing my soul to sin
Can Someone hear my cry
But if I could find my hero
Looking through the mirror
Overcome the pain and anxiety
Make my heart my true priority
I want to change I want to change
But I don't know where to start
If only one
If only one
If only one
If only one
If only one
If only one
Can heal my troubled soul
It's a struggle a fight you see
So many spirits come over me
So many people are judging me
But I can't fight this naturally
People gossiping harshly
Even standing right next to me
They see my struggle so desperately
Don't offer any Christianity
I can't seem to love myself
It's been robbed by somebody else
Please tell me how this should go
Everyday I feel so alone
It's so hard to feel alive
Cause No one ever looks inside
Digging deep they would come to find
That I hate this type of life
But if I could find my hero
Looking through the mirror
Overcome the pain and anxiety
Make my heart my true priority
I want to change I want to change
But I don't know where to start
If only one
If only one
If only one
If only one
If only one
If only one
Can heal my troubled soul