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(Your pain comes from the crack in the shell that encloses your understanding
Your heart bleeds for joy and your mind cries for help
Feeling like no one understands you
But in reality, you dont even understand yourself)

Some days I feel like I'm better off dead
Sometimes the devil is all in my head
Some days I say all the things that I mean
Then apologize for the shit that I said
Sometimes I hurt the people that I love
Some days I never knew what love meant
Sometimes I
F*ck, hold on let me hop back in

Some days I feel like I'm better off dead
Sometimes the devil is all in my head
Some days I say all the things that I mean
Then apologize for the shit that I said
Sometimes I hurt the people that I love
Some days I never knew what love meant
Sometimes I wanna tell you what it was
And some days I feel like you won't understand

Had to let go I know God got a plan
Just cause I be smiling don't mean that I'm playing
Mama said life ain't as hard as it seem
And no disrespect ma but f*ck what you saying
I visited hell so many times
The devil will tell you so many lies
I could be left and neglected
Half dead on a stretcher
And still prolly tell you I'm fine
Take it way back into time
Ya seat on recline
When I was only bout five
Mama was sleep in her room
He crept in my bed
And started to rub up my thighs
I wanted to die
She never saw signs
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind
Knew I was strong but she thought I was fine
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind

Some days I feel like I'm better off dead
Sometimes the devil is all in my head
Some days I say all the things that I mean
Then apologize for the shit that I said
Sometimes I hurt the people that I love
Some days I never knew what love meant
Sometimes I wanna tell you what it was
And some days I feel like you wont understand

I got a dream
That I'll make it outta this f*cked up environment
Life would just as it seem
I'll feel no entitlement only enlightenment
Finely can say that I'm free
I finally can breathe
I finally am focused
I finally can see
Finally ain't playing no role
Bitch I am me
Bitch I am me
I'm smoking weed and it's numbing the pain
My family be looking for someone to blame
Mama done labeled me hunnits of things
But how can she judge me we one in the same
I guess they don't notice how much I done changed
She so quick to tell me I'm stuck in my ways
I know that this anger will number my days
Im full of resentment its fueling my rage

Some days I feel like I'm better off dead
Sometimes the devil is all in my head
Some days I say all the things that I mean
Then apologize for the shit that I said
Sometimes I hurt the people that I love
Some days I never knew what love meant
Sometimes I wanna tell you what it was
And some days I feel like you wont understand
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