I gave a hunnit
You gave me fifty
Said if I make it you coming' with me
We had a plan until you switched it
Now that I'm gone you say you miss me
Prolly been better that you ain't with me
Taking them drugs I feel like Whitney
I thought the devil was out to get me
When I was down you couldn't lift me
When I would talk you never listened
It don't cost shit to pay attention
You were around I felt the distance
Times we would fight you played the victim
Knew you were wrong but then you flipped it
Praying to God but I was sinning
Prolly the reason he ain't listen
Wearin' my cross I feel convicted
I know the pain becomes addictive
I'm not myself when iont feel it
I know that life's about forgiveness
Someone tell my dad that I forgive him
Thinking out the box I feel restricted
When I'm tryn keep it pushing feel resistance
Think niggas tryna test me cause I'm christian
Shit I really prolly bless you with the smith n
Swear I go to war for my sisters
But it's real when ya family make ya shit list
Real when ya dawg switch positions
Even when I have it all somethings missing
When I speak from the heart they say I'm trippin'
Nowadays it be hard to keep a friendship
And I know that it's if it's consistent
Sorry mom you was right I shoulda listened
I gave a hunnit
You gave me fifty
Said if I make it you coming with me
We had a plan until you switched it
Now that I'm gone you say you miss me
I used to talk you never listened
It don't cost shit to pay attention
Every other day you was bitchin'
So many things I never mentioned
I gave a hunnit
You gave me fifty
Guess it was better she had more titties
I ain't gone lie I felt offended
They used to bid cause I was skinny
There was a time I felt defenseless
Prolly the reason I get defensive
I know depression is a sickness
So many sessions I've attended
I ain't have no pot to piss in prolly
Prolly ima pop you for I pop a molly
See my pops had the triple six inside 'em
Prolly one of the reasons I ain't Godly
Damn near cried when I wrote this
And they thought I ain't have feelings or emotions
Stayed to myself I wasn't open
But it's time to get this weight up off my shoulders
Call me OP I'm outta pocket
I crash landed on this earth as a toddler
Now I'm older takin' off on a rocket
I feel so alienated cause I'm a monster
You took your body and covered it in designer
Live in a place you don't got it you'll be reminded
Come from a planet where everyone is Obama
Presidential
Neighbors are the friendliest come ride in my residential
I gave a hunnit
You gave me fifty
Said if I make it you coming with me
We had a plan until you switched it
Now that I'm gone you say you miss me
Even when I have it all somethings missing
And it's real when ya family make ya shit list
Real when ya dog switch positions
I know that its real if its consistent
If you did me wrong I want my vengeance
No my house not a home it's too much tension
All the time that we spent I truly miss it
Prolly endin' up the same tryn be different
Then they put up all the blame up on the system
Do not ask me what's wrong if you won't listen
When I tell 'em how I feel they say I'm trippin'
When I tell 'em how I feel they say I'm trippin'
I kick like kakashi
Viciously sick like itachi
I'm lit off the liq like I'm rock lee
My eyes red on the inside
I'm dead
Got me numb to the point that I feel like a zombie
Thought these niggas was gang
But they fake n they lame and remain like the names I'm not tryn be
Ain't no room in my casket for none of you bastards
You plastic, now eat on this concrete
Fighting for inner peace call me Gandhi
Back up bitch I need space give me five feet
There go twelve buss a left its a side street
Think I'm Willy Wonka you gone die sweet
You lil silly f*cker crack ya smile cheese
All you niggas duckin' you gone die geese
Cut you ear to ear and do it proudly
Robert Downey Jr I remind me
I gave a hunnit
You gave me fifty
Said if I make it you coming with me
We had a plan until you switched it
Now that I'm gone you say you miss me
Even when I have it all somethings missing
And it's real when ya family make ya shit list
Real when ya dog switch positions
I know that its real if its consistent
If you did me wrong I want my vengeance
No my house not a home it's too much tension