Dak Jones - Drunk & Sad Lyrics

I swear it's like my life
Gets harder every day
And I'm giving up the fight
I'm just tired of rainy days
And the girl of my dreams
Yeah she left and went away
Now I'm drunk and I'm Sad
She ain't calling out my name
It's just a part of life we all go through it
Maybe one day we'll get together and redo it
Word on the street says wear it if the shoe fits
But the bottle inside me said f*ckin' screw this
I'm so depressed there's somedays that I wanna die
I need some medication for what I fell inside
Hold me tight because I don't wanna say goodbye
How would you react if I tried suicide
Maybe I was born this way
Born to be sad
Worn away
Not what I planned
Don't wanna throw it away
Please understand
Sick of heartbreak
I cannot stand
And girl you f*cked with me mentally
You will never understand what you meant to me
All I have now is the pictures and the memories
If I die tonight babe I hope you remember me
I can't think of a time that I've been more scared
It's getting so hard for me to just breathe air
My hearts been torn to pieces and it can't be repaired
I'm holding onto you knowing you never cared

Why should I stay
I already know oh I have to go
Why should I stay
When it always goes wrong
Until today, I used to fight
It's hard to let go
Why should I stay
When it always goes wrong

Now I'm staring at a bottle of pills
Throw them all back cuz I don't wanna feel
Sweat to God this depressions gonna get me killed
Sorry to my family I'm just keeping it real
But why should I stay when it all goes wrong
Nothing goes my way I am not this strong
Look at all this pain that this girl has cause
Pour another drink cuz I feel so lost
Every time I drink I get blackout drunk
I got so f*ckin hurt now I wanna give up
Take another sip until I'm feelin numb
Cuz anytime I'm sober I wanna grab the
I wish that I was sharing smiles instead of crying
When I say I'm doing fine now you know I'm lying
Sweat to f*cking God I almost bought this girl a big ol' diamond
She was the right one just the wrong timing
She ain't coming back now I gotta learn to accept it
I know that's facts but for right now I reject it
Blame it on me if you felt neglected
I want a new beginning hoping for a resurrection
I miss you so much wish you never left me
Now that you're not here I never felt so empty
Maybe tonight's the night I drink to much please don't tempt me
Just send your prayers to heaven cuz I need a blessing

Why should I stay
I already know oh I have to go
Why should I stay
When it always goes wrong
Until today, I used to fight
It's hard to let go
Why should I stay
When it always goes wrong