I just want to stay inside my bed all day
It's such a peaceful place to rest my face
Nothing makes me want to leave my bed today
Apathy has taken over my headspace
Never did I think that I could feel so low
I'm more broken than a shattered flower vase
Well I just want to stay inside my bed all day
It's the only way I'll cure my sick headspace
Well maybe I don't know
Maybe I can't see
The only one that can fix this mess is me
Maybe I can't feel
Maybe it's not here
What I'm looking for is to understand me
If you try to text me
I'll just block your phone
I'm so done with managing all of my friends
If that makes me a psycho
Well then I don't know
Nothing ever really matters in the end
If only I could find a way to fix this mess
I wouldn't always be so damn depressed
But here I am still laying in my bed, undressed
Anxiety won't fail to kill my head
Well maybe I don't know
Maybe I can't see
The only one that can fix this mess is me
Maybe I can't feel
Maybe it's not here
What I'm looking for is to understand me
I don't see myself when I look in the mirror
I see a sick and twisted ugly face
I just want to stay inside my bed all day
I never want to leave this dark headspace
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I can't see
The only one that can fix this mess is me
Maybe I can't feel
Maybe it's not here
What I'm looking for is to understand me