Damantra - My Own Enemy Lyrics

I can smell and I can taste, but all I find is nasty waste
I can look and I can hear, but everything is fear
Is this whole world against me, or am I my own enemy?
I am unable to think, should I die or should I live?
I can read and I can write, but I just can't get it right
I can feel and I can touch, but everything is rough
Is this whole world against me, or am I my own enemy?
I just cannot use my mind, should I die?
Don't get it, I'm scared, I don't understand
What's wrong, with me, I cannot use my brain
Be done, with it, shoot me in the head
Cause I, don't care, I don't care no more!
Might be asleep or awake, all I'm doing appears fake
Might be dream or might be nightmare, my only feeling is despair
Is this whole world against me or am I my own enemy?
I just cannot use my mind, should I live or should I die?
I can dance and I can fight, all I get is a new black eye
I can kiss and I can bite, it is seen as an attack
Is this whole world against me or am I my own enemy?
I just cannot use my mind, should I die?
Don't get it, I'm scared, I don't understand
What's wrong, with me, I cannot use my brain
Be done, with it, shoot me in the head
Cause I, don't care, I don't care no more!
My Own Enemy
My Own Enemy
My Own Enemy
My Own
I happen to wonder Why I cannot have
A life peaceful and quiet A house, by the river
Where I would have lived until I die