Past the rapping the similes all these metaphors punchlines
Fancy flows rhyming double time
With a humble mind
I get my ego and attitude from my homies and various competition that tend brag when I stumble flying
I'm still a newbie
I started with on shuffle
Burning various calories now I'm coming off the muscle
In 2012 I built a studio inside these walls
Closing the gap and burning bridge I walk across
They call me selfish cause I always do what's best for me
Cooking in the studio you know I got the recipe
But I lose sight of my identity
I never feel like me
But that's a dynamic of character you'll never see
I'm only human I've made plenty mistakes
Regretful for all my sins doing everything it takes
To repent
But still I feel these flows are heaven sent
Try my hardest just to move curse these shoes they were made in cement
Im always so hard myself
Expecting more than I can give or get from someone else
I used to be happy go lucky
Feeling like no one can touch me
They rush me
They claim they love me
That I've never felt
I'm tryna go back to them days
Where I played video games
And wasn't concerned with general pop knowing my name
Looking straight in the mirror it's rare that I feel the same
Im driving myself insane lost my mind just gain
I keep my feelings locked away inside my notebook
Back when it was all raps and no hooks
Back when I would tell a story that would leave your soul shook
Back when all these thirsty women never gave me no looks
I was always crying and pathetic now I'm wise beyond prophetic
With delivery so sharp that you forget about the message
Im thankful for my blessing
Living and learning lessons
But Im stuck inside myself asking questions
Man I don't want to change but I still need to grow
They ask me who I am but I don't even know
Man I don't want to change but I still need to grow
They ask me who I am but I don't even know
Man I don't want to change but I still need to grow
They ask me who I am but I don't even know
Man I don't want to change but I still need to grow
They ask me who I am but I don't even know