By The Lake Video (MV)

I try to get away
But it follows me
Everywhere I go
I drive to the middle of nowhere
By the lake
Is where I'll escape it
But it's always there
It's always there
Like a recurring nightmare
It's in my head
I'm sorry for my weak my heart
I didn't mean for you to carry me
Sometimes I can feel it coming
And all I can do is sit and stare at the ceiling till it passes
It lasts for hours
The sun goes down
The sun comes up
I don't recognise who's in the mirror
I don't know why I am the way I am
You say it'll be okay
But you don't have enough scars
To understand
That it's always there
It's always there
Like a recurring nightmare
It's in my head