Ever since I was a young boy
I've been a walking mess
Trying to feel my way home
In the darkness
I've got these blues
That I just can't shake
Let the music deliver me
From this lowly state
Faking smiles
Thru those time of misery
To hide an overwhelming reality
I've been running
Too many steps behind
Watching others live
While life passes me by
Felt like one wrong move
And it was over for me
For some things
There is no recovery
By a thread
Holding on
Somewhere in between
Letting go and holding strong
Compounded, layered maybe absurd
Painfully complicated
Still wont put it into words
Tired and weary
I face the night
In front of me darkness
Behind- eternal light