F*cked up
Easier to admit than unloved
Easier to say out loud than chemically imbalanced
And intoxicated most of my waking hours
Medicating demons that no longer take my calls
My vices went and built a giant wall
My stress changed its address
And my ego left in the dark of night
Left my keys but no goodbyes
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me
Choked on
A stale fortune cookie that read I'd live long and happy
Clutched my throat, ran out the door
Into the road, a bus sped forward
Knocked my body to the ground
My soul flew up, a plane knocked it down
The devil said, "Goddamnit, it's you"
Me and God been bettin on who'd have to suffer you're inane bitchin
Take these keys I'm goin fishin
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me
Even the worst in me don't want anything to do with me