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I'm wrong, again
We can't make amends
'Cause I went too far this time
And I put everything we had on the line
Just to show you I was mad one time
Over something so asinine
I told you I got issues
Pick a big fight when I miss you
Trippin' over bitches at your footstool
Put up with me, nigga why would you?
When so many hoes, they want you
My insecurities still haunt you
I can tell that it's changing your perception
I push you far away 'cause I'm jealous
And I'm toxic, I really can't help it
I, I, I
I know it sounds selfish, but I'm toxic I really can't help it
I, I, I
Nigga, I'm toxic
I
I'm lost for words
I caused the hurt
I just make it worse
'Cause I really f*cked up this time
And I really didn't have to cross that line
And now you won't pick up the phone
Okay you win, said I'm sorry I was wrong
I told you that I'm damaged
My personality is hard to manage
I really don't wanna rip the bandage
Off the wounds of the places I've been stabbed in
Ain't enough trucks to help unpack this
Now you on twitter talkin' reckless
F*cked around and blocked my own blessings
And my self-hate just ain't helping
I'm toxic, I really can't help it
I, I, I
I know it sounds selfish, but I'm toxic I really can't help it
I, I, I
Nigga, I'm toxic