28 Video (MV)

I'm 28, feeling like I'm 49
Looking at my life and its status and I'm mortified
I used to think that I would have a million time I'm 25
But all I did was cry and tell everyone who ask I'm fine
I mean, I'm not the type to have a chip on my shoulder But every year getting heavier, finding ways to support her
I had a talk with my friend who had to remind me of borders
He told me that I'm so different from the man that he met
I didn't know how to take it, a compliment or offense
But actually it didn't matter, cause I knew he was right
Cause when I looked in the mirror, I saw there's no one I like
It's not me, but all the problems that I tend to invite
This main character energy always lead to a fight
Be it the problem with my wallet, my lover or my comments
My mental been taking hits and I've been lacking on my promise
The only way that I can see the sun is leave her and be honest, damn
Boy, I'm 28 dawg, I ain't never thought I'd get this far nigga, real shit
But I mean, you know, shit, I barely got a circle, right now of friends
You know, not a real social life, but I like it like that kinda
Ayy bruh, I guess that's just life, yeah
I'm 28 still tryna get it right
Wrote a list of every wrong so I can put it in a song
I don't need a Uber, friend, my music help me ride along
I'm accepting all responsibilities for choices made
No one put a gun to my head and told me wear the cape
I'm hoping all the good that I've done get me in the gates
I'm tired of hearing, honey, there'll be better days
When I'm the one who make it better for others
Whenever called upon, cry me a river
My nigga is now my favorite tune
Tell it to the people tryna get me in a different mood
Don't you know that shit rude to never break bread with me
I'm tired of being homies at everybody convenience
Whenever there's an issue, they always plead me the case
But never dig deep on how I know what to say
I done been through shit and I done seen a couple things
I used to come up short often, but I widened up the range
Boy, shit really changed, when one best friend switch up,
One get locked up and the other hold a stick up
Or when fam, cross a line and can't blame it on the liquor
Or your fetus die early cause your ex was getting sick
Boy, I'd done rounds in the shit called life
And I almost lost mine tryna figure out a price
I ain't never claim perfect, but I always claim sight
Vision got a little blurry with some misguided pride
Guess it's really time