Is it a curse plaguing me
Or just the expression of some need I have deep inside
Yet nobody knows
How much I need you to sleep at night
I wish I could walk away
But you always have a good reason to stay around
It doesn't feel right
When I'm alone you're all over my mind
Please leave me in my despair
You ain't what I need
You just help me pretend I'm alright
Time's running out
Before I lose all that I have
Good times only last so long
We've had so many but it never was worth it
Cause now people will know
I'm hiding something I can't control
And I can't deal with guilt anymore
And I know you don't care as long as I give you some time
Don't you understand
You're having fun at my expense
Please leave me in my despair
You ain't what I need
You just help me pretend I'm alright
Time's running out
Before I lose all that I have