A star of darkness only few could see her light
Lost forever in a paranoid pandemic
My world is hell
I sometimes feel your presence allowing me to sleep
But I'm blind to you now
I wish to see
Souls like yours are rare
If we had more time
To find what was lost
I wonder, did i really see
Sickness loneliness
You were never alone
Through fear and fire
I was there but not enough
How do I move on
When I can't forgive myself
I apologize to your pictures
It brings me hell
These walls won't talk to me
I need to know what could I
Have done to keep you here
To keep you alive
To save you from yourself
To save you from the end
But it's too late
It's too late
Sickness loneliness
You were never alone
Through fear and fire
I was there but not enough
How do I move on
When I can't forgive myself
I apologize to your pictures
It brings me hell
As time progresses
Im connecting the dots
The signs were present
But I was not
Now I'm sitting here
Writing words that shouldn't exist
How do I deal with the horror
Crying and shaking as I mutter
The words of your departure
How do i deal with this
How do i deal with this
How do i deal with this
I want to wake up
I want to wake up
I awoke that day just like any day
Something was off though
She wasn't beside me
A red flag signaled in my mind
I must find her
The horror can't be reproduced
By lyrics nor melody
It shall remain in me until my last breath
Until I am dead
I shall meet her again
In the void
Sickness loneliness
You were never alone
Through fear and fire
I was there but not enough
How do I move on
When I can't forgive myself
I apologize to your pictures
It brings me hell
Sickness loneliness
You were never alone
Through fear and fire
I was there but not enough
How do I move on
When I can't forgive myself
I apologize to your pictures
It brings me hell