[ Featuring Dante ]
It's My A.D.D
And all the attempts to multitask
It's the fact it takes ages for me to simply get off my ass
It's an impending fear to be alone
Afraid I can't make it out here on my own
I'm sick of all the uncertainty
Gripped by indecision to my own relapse
I wish I had the confidence I had in the past
Reek havoc on the system than lay in the grass
Stuck on level one cause we play like trash
I'm always reckless
I eat that shit for breakfast
Drinks go down and I'm failing on my checklist
I need an exit, but knowing me I'd flex it
Push it way down when the energy hurts
I'm drowing in myself again
Don't know how to relieve this tension
Just suffer silently throughout the day
I showed you all my fears and shame
And in my delusions I thought you'd stay
But you just stayed away
I finally fell in love, but she's married to someone else
F*ck it I guess I'll drop all hope and start playing with myself
I'm always reckless
I eat that shit for breakfast
Drinks go down and I'm failing on my checklist
I need an exit, but knowing me I'd flex it
Push it way down when the energy hurts
It's so hectic doing what's expected
Racking my brain just trying to except it
I'm disconnected wishing I could check in
Tell her I'll be there when the energy hurts
If I'm being honest I don't know what I feel
I'm half between it crushing me, and being no big deal
And if I'm being honest I don't know what I should feel
There's water in the gasoline and it's leaking
I'm always reckless
I eat that shit for breakfast
Drinks go down and I'm failing on my checklist
I need an exit, but knowing me I'd flex it
Push it way down when the energy hurts
It's so hectic doing what's expected
Racking my brain just trying to except it
I'm disconnected wishing I could check in
Tell her I'll be there when the energy hurts
I'll be there when the energy hurts
I'' be there when the energy
I'll be there when the energy hurts
