Been telling my story, people don't believe in me
Been trusting people lately, but they been hurting me
Been hearing voices in my head, been hearing demons
Looking in the mirror, been seeing my own reflection
Been seeing things three times, like Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary
Life's been feeling like a carnival
But it's everyone trying to clown on me
I'm just trying to do my thing
I might do another circus trick
Cause I been feeling crazy, I Been feeling like jay z cus
I got my blueprint trynna plan it all out
But life's getting hollow, I don't know where to go
Cause I just been walking on a lonely road
I been praying to God like, hallelujah
Just please understand, that I go through this
I been seeing my life, I just don't wanna commit suicide
Do you see how my life unfolds
Reading it like a book
Look in the past, life is my last
I been moving way too fast
I've been running up up dash, I been running like flash
When I blow up, I be counting my racks
Don't fall in love, cuz your getting to attached
You say you all tired of the pain
You just wanna go away, you been feeling the change
You won't be the same, watch my soul as I fade away
Yeah, yo, check it
I know I made mistakes, yeah I been acting so strange
You don't even know my name, you say you're my friends
I'm trying to reach the fame, think about you making me insane
It's my time to say, f*ck love, it's all a game
You know it, it will end much worse
I been betrayed by the people that I care about
Now they all gonna go, they gon' come out like a roundabout
I be grinding through the struggle, half of the night
Hustling the shadow, morning till it's light
Ayy, every moment is a battle, every hour's a fight
Chasing dream in the darkness, not until it's alright
Half of the night, I be grinding, making moves
Got the city in the rearview mirror
Ayy, got the world to prove no sleep
Just focus as I carve my destiny
Turning hustle into pure energy
You know what I mean, yeah
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