I've been hiding away
From the world at large
I've been taking time
Invisible and starved
Of the same old things
That used to heal
I've cut them out
But now I'm missing the feel
Of all my vices
All my poisons
Every last wonder of my world
Is out of reach
They make me less of who I now want to be
Alcohol be gone
You fabricated my confidence
Numbed all the pain I should've let myself feel
Pills, capsules, and all
You made me think I was on
But I was so far off
I held onto you for way too long
All my vices
All my poisons
Every last wonder of my world
Is out of reach
They make me less of who I now want to be