Off The Cuff Video (MV)

How come you always thought I'm about to lose control
I'm starting to lose it a little, I grant you
But that's all
It's always the same old joke
Doesn't make me laugh anymore
And if we keep talking about this
We only make it worse
It never occurred to me it could be so rough
Baby, I'm just making this off the cuff
I broke everything down in pieces
Even what I cared the most
I tell you, it's like a disease and
When I'm done I feel sick, I feel lost
I just need some time to think
To build an escape plan
Surely not some wise ass bitch
Who reminds me who I am
It never occurred to me it could be so hard
Baby, you just caught me off my guard
If you knew how many times in my life I tried hard
If you knew how many times in my life I refrained
Cos when I lose it I feel overwhelmed and off the rails
I wish I can get a grip of myself but it's late
And smashing everything down is a rush to the top
And now I am what I wish I would never become
And now I am what I wish I would never become
And now I am what I loathe
But it doesn't matter, does it
It never occurred to me it could be so tough
Baby, I just made it up off the cuff