Heavenly i stay awake until my peace returns
Late at night sometimes i pray but honestly it hurts
I miss the feeling of my youth and all the stars i earned
Thought i was slick but momma knew that's why she stay concerned
I'm gatekeeping my raps think imma locksmith
I wanna write the stories and shit but it's too out there
I keep the heart of the family close it's why my chain near
My ears stuck on what they hear from niggas say i don't care but i do more masking up the truth
All gas think I'm close to breakin
Thought i was saved and now the gas tankin
Now what team do i root
How I'm gettin home from school
Put my life in them shoes press the pedal til it boost or i go home
See them gates closed expected that i don't fold
Ain't heard that shit from nobody except my own soul
Your expectations is foolish
Grades not even the letter of your name and it's useless
Cuz you ain't use the tools
My disapproval in yes's you ain't let me refuse
I hide a temper in smiles
Or i might disappear
Was eatin lunch on my own cuz I was full of tears
And still made a way to get to levels above and now it's up
I ain't tryna trauma dump but sometimes i feel the rush
So i be walkin at night
And not a care in my life
The only time i don't feel anxious or when i was on pipes
And plus them times that i write
Holy hell