Daniel Plato - Daydream (Insanity I) Lyrics

(These are wicked scars, but I know I'll be alright)
(As long as I can stop the bleeding)
(And it's a bitter world, but I know that I'll get by)
(As long as I can find a reason)

Am I confessing this too soon?
Well I guess we will find out
And I know you've had your doubts about me
It's funny I've had those same doubts myself

Cause in a world that moves
At a breakneck speed
My spine is never prepared for the stress
And since I don't quite understand
Where I'm going
It gets hard to ever progress

And that is where I'll find
Some hope to hide my doubts inside
I'll try to live behind this weak
And crumbling disguise
And when my courage fades
I'll drag myself out of its grave
And fade into this daydream
Knowing that I may never wake
(I may never wake)

Something is worrying you now
I beg you keep it away from me
Because I feel like I am worried enough
And your worries don't bode too
Well for this daydream

So I'll cast you out
So I will not have to face the truth
I am far too weak
To open the door of my heart for you

And that is where I'll find
Some hope to hide my doubts inside
I'll try to live behind this weak
And crumbling disguise
And when my courage fades
I'll drag myself out of its grave
And fade into this daydream
Knowing that I may never wake
(I may never wake)
(I may never wake)

Time wait
I'm just not ready
I feel like I'm afflicted with this
Insanity
And it's getting the best of me
I'm okay, though
My mind's a bit unsteady
I guess it's slow adjusting to the change
So I will shun those parts of me

I don't know where I'm headed
But I know I have to leave
Am I insane?
My conscience seems to have abandoned me
I must have lost it in the darkness
When I couldn't see
Cause I was unaware
Caught in the snare of a daydream
I look all around
Though I can't tell where it has dropped
There are too many lines I crossed
When I should have stopped
I check at every danger sign
That I ignored or fought
Maybe when I dipped into my darkness
It did not

And I cannot believe
That I could act so selfishly
These thoughts are not of me
So I will take my leave
I'm tired of this daydream
There must be something more in store for me
Or is it just insanity?
Or is it just insanity?
Or is it just insanity?